To my dearest Jason on Valentine's Day Dearest love of mine, there is something magic about you. All my life I've been searching for one thing and one thing alone, love. As 18 years of my life slipped by uneventfully, I began to dispair. Would my knight in shining armor ever come to rescue me? The day we met, the very instant my eyes grazed yours, I knew I'd found the love I was seeking. It was you, Jason. There are no words for how greatful I am to God that I found you at last. Thankyou for coming into my life, for loving me, for being that fairytale knight so few girls find in their life. I love you. Always and forever! Your family, our puppies, our kitties, our God...they all mean so much to me. What is better is they mean so much to you. Through everything we've ever encountered together, our determination and bond made us stronger. If there is one thing I'd like to do with my life, it is spend it with you. I want to be in your arms. I want to bear your children. I want to fall asleep in your arms, then wake up in them too. You mean the world to me, Jason. I love you. I Love You It's been a long time since I've written anything just to tell you how much I love you...or even how much I appreciate everything you've done for me. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. You are my rock, my strength, and everything I need in this world to be happy. I don't tell you nearly enough how much I love you, so I'm going to take the time to do it now. No other man in this world would put up with me. I'm moody, lazy, ungreatful, and sometimes altogether bratty, but for some reason you are able to look past that and see the good in me. You always say how cute I am, how you think I'm beautiful. You play with my hair and even smell it sometimes even though I squirm and resist. That's just the cat in me mind you. ;) You clean up after my messes without complaining, feed me each night, rub my back when I am tense or upset, support me even if I'm wrong, protect me from everything and everyone, clean the animal cages and feed them,...and you are just the absolute perfect husband. The fact of the matter is I don't deserve you. You are every woman's dream guy and yet somehow you choose me to love. I'm unworthy, totally and completely. There is no doubt in my mind of that. I'm sorry for the times I yell and I shouldn't. I'm sorry for the times I take you for granted. I'm sorry for the times I take things out on you, and for the times I don't give you a helping hand when I should. I'm sorry for the times I ignore you and you need a snuggle. I'm sorry for the times I make us so late for church you don't even feel like going anymore. I'm sorry for the times I blame you for things you didn't do. I'm just really and honestly sorry, my Love. Please forgive me...and thank you so much for being my lover through all the bad times as well as the good. I love you...and you alone. Don't ever forget that and don't ever doubt it. You're mine and I'm yours...always and forever, Honey Bear! When your sad, frustrated, angry, happy, or just feeling alone remember that I love you and I'll always be with you. Maybe that'll bring a smile to your face. ;)